I realise its been some times since i last blog decently
Hell loads of shits happened and are still happening
Gotten my results for last term papers.
B for Biz Mgmt II and C for Mktg & Pdtn Mgmt
I could have score better if only i started mugging earlier
So.. that shall be the case for this term.
I gotta learn to love my books starting now. hahs.

Work is in a terrible mess
Causing me to be in an extreme mental state
When everybody who sees me goes:
WA! Y u slim down so much
My answer will be - the best slimming pills will be SBS (si bei stress).
Im breaking down, going bersak real soon.

Stats n FIT are modules i chosen for this term.
Sigh. Stats seriously suck big time.
All those funny, weird looking equations appeared so Goddamn alien to me!
i hope this doesnt spells DOOM for me please. :(

I think after so much that happened
Which some had just ended not long before
Causes me to feel this way so much.
Right now, im seriously and totally immunued to emotion
Like a freak without soul struggling to stay alive
I detest the way im feeling
Its not at all any good.
I wanna laugh when happy, cry when im upset
Get angry or pissed when i should
Whatever it is... i just wanna FEEL what i should
But when my heart gets so terribly tired and bruised
Its no better then dead.

Good and bad.
99% of bad. 1% of good.
And that 1% because it allows me to fully focus on work & studies now.
100% concentration in my priorities
No restrictions, no unhappiness, no quarrels, no distractions and all and all
I do whatever i want w/o worrying for any shits happening
I needa find back my long lost freedom
I needa find back my long lost self
I needa find back my long lost smile
I want and need to get that happiness back in life.
But yeah, i'll need really long time.
Its not gonna b easy for somebody to revive in this current state.
So.. i'll just do whatever i feel happier and fuck care the rest.
Which, i feel so much happier being my old self.
Regardless if its just self denial.
=)

+ Peace

+ Better Future

+ 48hrs Everyday

+ Overseas Trips

+ Knowing whats happiness

+ Debra
+ Liyi
+ Evelyn
+ Kriz
+ Jacinta
+ OngLing
+ Siu Ing
+ Wei Ye
+ Pamela
+ Debbie
+ Ummi
+ Ain
+ Yvonne

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